In reality I have always known in my heart..but due to a resistance in my own head and emotional rebellion against the comfortable and went the route of the painful. So now it is just up to me to take the conscious recognition of my addiction to dangerous and unrealistic boys and find a way to embrace comfort..... The endurance my heart has already had to prove to the world existed may not last as long as once predicted and that humbles me. I am begining to understand the beauty is simplicity. Resilience is a gift from the heavens and the ability to appreciate it is a gift from my grandfather and my only hope is to love again unconditionally. Changing ever changing, and begining to understand the blessings given in the simple joys of life rather than the grand gestures. Jah will find you in the details.....
Live and let live....just the same as we live and let die.... LOVE.
Sorry to hear you are going through changes. Love pain is the worst. Every day isn't a sunny day. Good and bad walk side by side. I always like the analogy : love is liken to a rose, a beautiful flower to behold, but watch out for it's thorny stem......nick
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